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Sean Thomas McDonnell's avatar

Get the fuck out of here with this. It's too damn good. WILL!!

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Will Boucher's avatar

Sean you’re too damn kind

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Pablo Báez's avatar

Golden Boi.

This is running a scalpel down middle a newborn’s BELLY.

(Also one blunt/joint for every belly)

This goes hard as 🐔

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C.S. Mee's avatar

Will this is stunning

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Will Boucher's avatar

thanks, c.s.!!

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molly's avatar

I apologize to my past self for not reading this earlier

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Will Boucher's avatar

lol apology accepted

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Andrew Tripp's avatar

The storm and all the associated imagery really cuts right to the bone. An unresolved ending is always appreciated as well.

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Will Boucher's avatar

thanks for the kind words :)

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Liz Zimmers's avatar

This is brilliant. The poetry of it, the darkness, a key to a terrifying childhood where things are brutally askew but the age of full understanding hasn’t come yet. But it is coming, and sooner than it ever should. Just damn excellent.

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Will Boucher's avatar

thanks so much Liz :)

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Stephanie Sweeney's avatar

This is incredible. The way the voice changes as the main character goes from a baby through later childhood at the end is nuanced and expertly done. I’m still thinking about how you did it.

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Bryan Pirolli's avatar

Everything here. Everything. I felt each image and scene and emotion and memory up until the end, and was, too, left pining for Ma...

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Will Boucher's avatar

Thanks so much Bryan, yeah…my heart bleeds for Ma :(

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Lyndsey Resnick's avatar

Will!! Omg, I have no words for how perfectly this flows. You have a gift for characterization and I lack the means to explain how enormously incredible it is. Will...I feel lucky to be able to read the things like this that you write.

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Will Boucher's avatar

Thank you so much Lyndsey!

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Michael Edward's avatar

Fantastic Will. I was just about to get off substack for the night and I thought ‘I’ll just have a squiz at Will’s piece’ and then bam! I’m hooked. Reading every line to the very end totally engrossed. You captured the voice of a young boy well. And as usual your descriptions and unique tone is so engaging. You have a real knack for altering your writing style and voice to suit the characters you portray. Great stuff man. :)

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Will Boucher's avatar

thanks so much Michael, you are such a valued and careful reader, I appreciate you!

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E.L. Zeitgeist's avatar

My favorite line: “I trace the rivulets with my fingertip, craving a pattern, a direction, something.”

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Will Boucher's avatar

I like that one too! My fav scene is that last one

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Garen Marie's avatar

Beautiful and ominous by turns. Full of rich imagery; I can’t get those maple leaves out of my mind. A gorgeous piece.

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Will Boucher's avatar

Thank you Garen !

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Michael Edward's avatar

Can’t wait!

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Max Echard's avatar

Jesus. That last line hit like a wet church bell in a storm. There’s a weird peace in this—like staring into a bruise long enough it starts to look like a painting.

You didn’t overplay it. You just let the storm roll in, slow and earned. That’s the hard part, right? Not flinching. Not rushing. Just standing still while the weathercock disappears.

This is the kind of writing that makes me want to sit down and shut up for a second. Respect.

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Will Boucher's avatar

damn Max, thanks for this amazing comment. I found a weird peace in writing this one as well

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Max Echard's avatar

My pleasure. Thanks for writing something worth diving in to.

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petrichor's avatar

love when it's gripping and i inadvertently speed up my reading but the pace matches it perfectly nonetheless

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petrichor's avatar

i know a boucher classic when i see one

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